Hello readers. something very sad happen . i made a breakup with baby alre...
and i didnt know i'll be so upset . he misunderstood me many things. and no matter how i explain, he wouldn't believe me. so, whats the point of explaining some more ?

I'm just very tired of life. No one cares & no one bothers.
I'm upset . very upset. and i miss him too . But nothing i do will bring back this relationship i guess. Thats what i think..

Iloveyou ; but you dont .
Imissyou ; but you dont .
Iwantyou ; but you dont .
Icherishyou ; but you dont .

Then what you want me do to make you love me once again?

Ok, this is not desperate ,but its my feelings .
Manymany more stuffs i cant bring myself to say it out ..

Anyway, yingyan came over just now to take her clothes and see other clothes as well . Cause today i woke up freaking early at 5 plus pm, to me is early lurhs :x . Then, went to collect Sky blue spree bags from my suppliers at yishun mrt, then to blk 304 to collect PG Mall spree bags and my new boots !!. So many bags and so heavy. Lucky my sister came along to help me. Then we walked back to northpoint. My sister wanted t buy stud, so i shopped a little too. Bought earrings and studs also as im going to pierce back my lips ! And eyeliner too . A necessity. Then went up to the japanese food court to eat. God, my throat was hurting so badly until i had a problem swallowing the food. Hahs, i got a feeling my mum was almost coming back. so, while eating half way, i asked my sister to call my mum. True enough, my mum was also at northpoint. LOL . Hahs, i can hitch a free cab ride back lers. :x . I msged xbaby, asking if he would bring me out tmr cz tmr was suppose to be our 2nd year 2nd month anniversary. He replied and say he think he will and will confirm the time with me again. Anyway, i got a feeling he cant wake up in the end. So, lets just brush this side first. Tmr got interview at serangoon gardens. *thanks dexter!* I get the job i treat you makan :x

My throat hurts ): hurts badly. I'm sick. no one cares.

Ok, back to yingyan. shes a laugh man! Cause my dad's office here the side gate alre locked, so if u wanna come in must walk one big round to the main gate. which is very far. so i told yingyan. Why not we jsut climb lur ? Yingyan also say she lazy wlaked so far. So i told her say, i climb first then u follow me the way i climb . I alre used to climbing it ler, i can even climb with heels on . LOL.

Ok, so i climb first. Less then a minute, i climb over (:
Yingyan's turn. OMG. She so scared, stuck on top for like 7 minustes. She dont dare put her leg across the gate on top. Then she stand on the small lock there making noise. LOL. Funny la she.

SO, FINALLY, she managed to do so. Lols. And she came down was like. " how the fcuk you climb over de !?><" " I alre used to it ler mahs :p ! Ok la, she managed to climb over. Then she say she wan see me climb back . -.- then i climb back lor. lols, pictures are attached :x

ok, fine. thats me. (: lols.

Yingyan . :X

Loook at the pictures! Yingyan staring at the gate. LOL . She said she wanted to take a picture of me climbing the gate. LOL . then i was like on top for like a minute when i could alre get down. lols. -.-" Yingyan keep saying! Good blogging material ! lols. this phrase " good blogging material" - any blogger would always mention !