sighs, baby's birthday countdown, 2 more days! .
i still dunno what cake should I bake, or rather, should i go buy a cake?
He said he wanted oreo cheesecake . but that one very easy melt. I still got to bring out, scared melt . siians . I miss my babyboy so much so suddenly .
I regretted avorting my child, the 5 months son. ]:
I happened to be at my ex classmate's blog today. she gave birth alrd, her son alrd 6 months old.
But she havent married, but i really envy her. Diana's also pregnant, i think abt 5 months alrd, she alrd married, though younger then me.
My bf said, before marriages get pregnant and give birth, alot of this cases ends up in divorces. I agree, cause i have friends n this case. But, there are also cases that are so perfect. But my bf's too much of a perfectionist. He doesnt want to have a broken family in future. So I've got no choice. I've alrd lost 2 babys, one 2 months, one 5 months. and a son some more. ]: I look at my friends blog, i really feel so so so upset .
I swear if i get pregnant again, i will not abort any more of my child . ]:
Dont care my bf ler.. Its so cruel, 5 months alrd so big, all formed, i still gave birth to it. It was still alive and kicking. but after awhile, he passed on, cause he cant breathe on his own yet.
Baby & I ever discuss before, if we have a kid, what would we name him or her.
Decided on guy will be kayden .
Baby Kayden, Mummy's sorry that im unable to keep you, mummy miss you alot ]: and will always remember u der. I love you.
In remembrance of Baby Kayden
28 November 2oo8
I want YOU ♥.
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